Tomorrow, we head to Florida to see my 96 year old grandma. Yes, she is almost a fossil. Like the shit we read about in history books, she lived it! She's a Smithsonian in her own right, which is kind of cool. Sadly, a family member passed away today and we all know that when one generation is extinct, pushes us right to the front of the line. I always want to be first in line to get things over with but not this time. According to a rabbi, she will take a boat to her other deceased loved ones where they will be reunited. I'll opt for a monorail, thanks.
Inner Idols For the Day: Madea/ Brandi Glanville
Mood: conflicted
Song of the Day: "Lost Stars" by Adam Levine
So here I sit, watching "Dance Moms" for work and thinking "why would any parent subject their child to Abby Lee Miller?" She's a ginormous bully but I would like to believe that this is all her on camera persona. What we see and who people are deep down can be polar opposites. When I am smiling and cracking jokes, I could be breaking down inside. I have been breaking down and feeling like I have a GPS...but the mother fucker is broken. So I am on my own because I am too deviant to stop at a gas station to get directions. One moment I think I have the answers and the next second, I am so confused. The world swirls around me; I am a planet in the solar system much like Pluto. They can attempt to get rid of me but I will come back no matter what. No one underestimates Pluto! No one underestimates me!
Xo for now! Much Love,
Mandi
