Current Mood: thoughtful
Song of the Day: "Velvet" by Chris Jamison
I have been battling an inner conflict for the past, I guess three weeks now. I am struggling to stick to my morals and all that I am and want to be yet I know that I may have to bend a little to get further in life. Friends tell me that whatever I choose to do with my life, they will support me but I don't think that they realize that yes, the long-term results could be amazing. Yet, in the short-term, I am grappling to find my answers. My mom knows that I was never one to follow the crowd and definitely never a "small town girl." Sometimes I wonder if having had a child who got her BA in Math or English would have made her life easier but I definitely think that she liked the challenge. After all, it is very reminiscent of the type of woman she is. We are not the types to lay down and play dead; it's just not in our nature.
