Current Mood: tired
Song of the Day: "ShootLove" by Maroon 5
I'm feeling all sorts of ways today. I cannot explain it. I think I am just totally exhausted from fighting. It is not a physical fight but more so an internal fight. I am battling against what I believe and know to be true versus just shutting my mouth. Why would I want to stand up for myself when nothing gets accomplished? Animal rescue, trusts and estates, injustice...why do I take my time to fight the battle? Is it my degree in Politics or the fact that both of my grandfathers were lawyers? Is it my morality which sometimes gets lost in the shuffle or just the fact that I want to stand up for myself and those who do not have a voice? I am not an active person physically but mentally I am kicking ass. I won't let others step all over me and that becomes extremely exhausting and tedious. But when I see the results of puppies saved and my future secured (as much as I can), I suddenly feel like life's treadmill is worth running on. But could it slow down just a little bit while lowering the incline?
Much Love,
Mandi
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